Caught Up | Benny ft. Ray
I swear you’re the one for me. Here I am, here’s my love. So won’t you send me all those kisses? You’re the one I’m missing, shawty you got me so caught up. Cause I read every message you sent me. I realized so quickly, I help I’m so caught up in love. <3
I try harder and harder. It’s just an instinct, the second I realize our relationship might possibly be at risk, I go and say or do everything I possibly can to make it last. I try my hardest not to be selfish, and to put his feelings first cause I’d hate for us both to get hurt in the end. In fact I don’t even want there to be an end for us. It’s cliche for me to think that, “I want this to last forever.” and I know it too. But I believe honest to goodness love is something worth fighting for. If someone in the relationship gives up, what hope is there left? Was there ever love to begin with if you were willing to effortlessly give up your possible future with that person?
Well I’m not giving up on us. Losing you is not an option for me right now.
at least tell me you’re busy or something. Instead making me wait here for nothing.
When I could actually believe I was your everything. When you used to say those cute and corny things that made my stomach flutter. The way you used to text back right away. When you said more than these one word replies you give me now. When you told me “You’re beautiful” “I miss you” and “I love you” constantly at random times. When you cared and put that effort into proving to me I meant something to you. Why are you acting so different now?
It used to be effortless. But now, even if I was screaming in your face I don’ think you’d hear a word I’d say.
If you’re not willing to go out of your way and do whatever you possibly can to keep us together, no matter how hard it gets… then why should I? I know you have your issues, but believe me, I have a list of my own. But the difference is, I’d go out of my way and put everything else aside and put your feelings before mine. I know there’s a lot going on for us, but we’re both hurting because of it. But I don’t understand why you’re giving up so easily, even if it means possibly losing me in the process… I wouldn’t give you up for anything.
I was just hoping you’d do the same…
